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Bad Habits & Their Worst Consequences
These are not secrets:
1. I have serious time management issues.
2. My procrastination has seriously affected my stress level, confidence, and grades.
3. I rarely get enough sleep, or if I do, I almost never wake feeling rested.
4. The way I tend to schedule my day severely interferes with schedules I can't change.
5. I tend to neglect my personal ( Read more... ) -
No mas silencio.
Ohh, shaking, shaking.
I want to see the leaves turn red and orange and yellow, crumple and fall to the ground. I want frost on my breath and energy to keep creating. I want to stay up late and cry and love the world. I want my friendships renewed. Today a bitter miracle: all three of my girls, online, all together, yet none of them responded. I ( Read more... ) -
Shut the fuck up already.
The love is gone.
I’ve been selling-
no, giving pieces of myself away.
I’m empty inside but it doesn’t hurt like it used to.
You have to be an empty shell to hurt; I’m not even that.
I’m just gone, baby, just gone.
I’m pulling my hair out, looking for a solution when prompted,
pretending that I’ve been bending over backwards when I’m just barely poking ( Read more... ) -
Lists
I've been making lists. They're not lists of directions I plan to take or goals I want to achieve through discipline and planning, but rather lists of things I want out of life or in a job or in a husband. These lists are like prayers to the forces that be to acknowledge these things that I want so that I or they or a combination of the both of us ( Read more... ) -
A real entry at long last.
I haven't updated in forever. I was never very good about keeping this journal up for a number of reasons that I'm not going to bother listing because I'm sick of making bullshit excuses for myself. Lately I've been having all these random deep thoughts when I'm asleep or on the bus or just sitting around not really doing anything. I think about ( Read more... ) -
The quickest way to get up to speed with my current mental state
What time is it? 12:30 am
What is today's date? 12.22.2007
Who is your number one in your top eight? Erynn
Why is s/he your number one? I have my friends arranged chronologically from who I've been friends with the longest to shortest. It also just seemed like a good idea at the time.
Favorite food? Lately, Chinese take out. I also love a lot of other ( Read more... ) -
Yes, it's a survey.
I wouldn't normally post a survey in my journal, but I'm too much of a pussy to post this uncensored look into my psyche/brain/opinions in a place where my family could read it (myspace) and I didn't want to waste all that typing. I appologize for the spelling and grammar errors the creator of the survey questions has made.
yea, the basics
female or ( Read more... ) -
Whinge
I want to be ( Read more... ) -
Estival nightmare
I've been trying to be a "strong person" for ages, but whatever, screw it, I'm just going to be vulnerable for right now. I'm FREAKING OUT about next year. Honestly. I'm practically throwing up in my mouth right now, I'm so stressed. UGH!
Beyond the academic part of it all, I'm really freaked out about the social part. I can't afford to have much ( Read more... )
