I can't believe it's been two years since I last used drugs. I never thought I'd make it this long. Really. But I'm incredibly proud of myself that even when I felt weak I didn't give in. Now if I could only get a job. I hate call backs too. I never say the right thing ( Read more... )

Passion Pit is my new favorite music group. Awesome. Things that aren't awesome. I'm feeling crazy from the medicine. Blah. I wish it'd stop. I was trying to get out winter things from my closet. And stumbled upon a whole bottle of percocet. I have no idea when or how I stashed them in the closet. But I really wanted to keep them but I ended up ( Read more... )

This morning I was cleaning off the van and shoveling snow. Well, I was going up our stairs when I slipped on some ice. I slammed my knee into the concrete and now it's KILLING me. It's super swollen too. I'm so clumsy. My parents went to the doctor today. Like a couple of months ago I was watching TV with my dad. And he was coughing super hard and ( Read more... )

I just found out my brother(Luke) is going to ask his girlfriend to marry him! I'm pretty happy. I love Reyna to death. So I'm really happy for him ( Read more... )

I've been putting off getting blood work for nearly a year. Today I finally went and had it done. It took less than 15 minutes to do it. I'm such a baby. I just kept thinking of this time where the vein kept rolling and they couldn't get it. It was right after Brooks' overdose too so I was very senstive about anything to do with needles. Anyway, I' ( Read more... )

I really hate banks.

Wow. So I was wondering how other people who have felonies were getting jobs. Well I just found out! They LIE on their applications! Part of me is like just do it and then the sane part of me is like what happens when you get caught? Doesn't seem worth the hassle! It's so cold...Tomorrow is going to be colder too. I thought I was ready for winter ( Read more... )

If one more person tells me their opinion about Twilight...I get it you don't like it! I don't rag on you about liking whatever it is you like. I guess this is why people are pretty choosing about who their friends are. Eh. It's just annoying! Also annoying is my lack of energy. Someone suggested to me to buy a 5 hour energy shot or whatever. Dude ( Read more... )

I just applied to 10 different places. Now SOMEONE has to call me back. The cattle business is not doing well and we need another income around here. They all do background checks though. Blah. I even applied to Steak and Shake. I'm hoping my buddy can get me in there.
Christmas is in 37 days!!

"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and ( Read more... )