I am not a drug addict...
I'm pissed.
There. Said it.
And guess what? I have an actual reason to be pissed.
I was at the grocery store pondering whether I should buy salty liquorice or just liquorice. I was really just normally pondering, well maybe tilting my head little childishly but still..!
Then suddenly a woman in her maybe forties came standing next to me and when I looked at her and then back to the sweets in front of me she smiled like she was pitying me. Then she came closer and put her hand on my shoulder and started talking to me. And guess what she said?
"I know you might have some problems in your life, but drugs aren't the answer." And she totally looked at my eyes! When I asked her politely why she suspects me to be in drugs she mumbled something about my eyes. I couldn't quite catch it, but I heard "the eyes are".
I got pissed and said that I am fine thanks, grabbed the sweets and checked out of the store. I was so angry!
The reason for her suspicions was my eyes. I have blue eyes, like a typical Finn so no problems with the color right? BUT! I have large pupils, I've always had and that's why she thought I'm a junkie.
Damn it! This wasn't the first time I've been accused of being high when I'm obviously not.
Annoying.
And it's only because of my large pupils. Actually the most surprising thing is that a complete stranger has the guts to come and say "hey you shouldn't do drugs girl". First and foremost, if I was in drugs I could have stabbed her or done something similar in my fear of getting busted or something. Secondly, she most likely didn't even consider she actually hurt my feelings by smiling pitying and indirectly accuse me of something I have never done.
Haaa..... *sigh*
Sorry guys that I spam your f-page with my irritated rambling m(_._)m
I just had to get it off my shoulders. Right. I actually feel a lot better already. =)
There. Said it.
And guess what? I have an actual reason to be pissed.
I was at the grocery store pondering whether I should buy salty liquorice or just liquorice. I was really just normally pondering, well maybe tilting my head little childishly but still..!
Then suddenly a woman in her maybe forties came standing next to me and when I looked at her and then back to the sweets in front of me she smiled like she was pitying me. Then she came closer and put her hand on my shoulder and started talking to me. And guess what she said?
"I know you might have some problems in your life, but drugs aren't the answer." And she totally looked at my eyes! When I asked her politely why she suspects me to be in drugs she mumbled something about my eyes. I couldn't quite catch it, but I heard "the eyes are".
I got pissed and said that I am fine thanks, grabbed the sweets and checked out of the store. I was so angry!
The reason for her suspicions was my eyes. I have blue eyes, like a typical Finn so no problems with the color right? BUT! I have large pupils, I've always had and that's why she thought I'm a junkie.
Damn it! This wasn't the first time I've been accused of being high when I'm obviously not.
Annoying.
And it's only because of my large pupils. Actually the most surprising thing is that a complete stranger has the guts to come and say "hey you shouldn't do drugs girl". First and foremost, if I was in drugs I could have stabbed her or done something similar in my fear of getting busted or something. Secondly, she most likely didn't even consider she actually hurt my feelings by smiling pitying and indirectly accuse me of something I have never done.
Haaa..... *sigh*
Sorry guys that I spam your f-page with my irritated rambling m(_._)m
I just had to get it off my shoulders. Right. I actually feel a lot better already. =)