something doesn't feel right.
he will be here soon, so we'll see.

you probably won't even read this, but, i want you back. i shouldn't, but i don't care what you did. i don't care that he doesn't call me anymore. i just want you back in my life, somehow.

well, last night was the most unexpected sex i've ever had.

ps. on an extraordinarily more important note.. mama went to B&Q to buy wallpaper, and came back with a venus fly trap para yo. i have named her Marla.

(i wanted to destroy something beautiful)

and so it is and always has been; i see you everywhere i go in england.

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( deep breath )

i'm in the worst mood. probably hormones, but a lot of crappy stuff is happening which suggests it's probably more than that. it doesn't help when your manic depressive/bulimic/generally off-the-wall friend tries to be patronising about it. "my problems are worse than yours" bullshit, which IS bullshit because i don't HAVE problems, i just have ( Read more... )

i missed rhys, but now he is back & lovely as ever.
yoshi, we will hang out soon, promise.

tonight i am going to see sin city with hink. yesterday we walked to the chippy by mine and instead of holding my hand he linked arms with me. HE linked arms with ME. faggot!

ps. i bought this:
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somebody, ANYBODY come hang out with me tonight
i would even hang out with keith chegwin, i am that lonely/bored/suicidal/insane

i want to forget who i am, just for a little while.

kieran's girlfriend makes me want to be a lesbian.