i find it interesting that while i used to always post on nn2s and omglikewhoa, today i decided to take to lurking projectdecoy. i guess i'm just afraid of everybody hating me there or something. oh well.

it's nice over at uniondead anyways.

gosh. i really haven't felt this awful in a long time. i don't really know what's wrong. being sick and not leaving the house in the past 4-5 days is part of it i guess, and then i don't know what the rest of it is. i know what this feeling is, though. and i thought it was supposed to not happen anymore and it didn't but tonight all of a sudden it ( Read more... )

well, i've been sick all weekend with some nasty cold or something i caught the night of the faction show. speaking of which, that night was amazing. faction's cd release party ended up attracting 365 people to the garage. i had a lot of fun, but it looks like i am paying the price for it now! i spent a lot of my sicktime on the phone with martina ( Read more... )

It's 3.40 in the stupid morning and I am awake because I suck at sleeping. How, do you ask, does one suck at sleeping exactly? The answer is : "Warm Lemonade". And of course that was the answer, because how could it be anything else in any other situation? Warm Lemonade, throughout the undulating waves of history, has always been the binding ( Read more... )

uh. MURRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

it's kind of frighteningly amusing when people are crazy. you'd think they would say at least try to actually talk to you before they make assumptions or something. anyways... if they're not asleep, they should turn their cell phones on so i can get a hold of them. heh.

I understand that there a lot of things in my life that I will never do or witness. I want to witness one great war in my lifetime. I want complete, utter destruction. I want to walk down a street with the skies scorched yellow from lightning. I want to feel radioactive breezes burning my skin. I want to see all the asbestos and plaster crumbled ( Read more... )

well, hey.

... :\

i almost had something to say for a second there. life has been good i guess, mostly because i have been staying away from my computer and hanging out with friends. but at the same time i miss a lot of things. having somebody i guess is one of them. that, and i know my parents are keeping secrets from me. nobody in the ( Read more... )

okay well i guess i am officially kicked out of my house. not sure whats going on there so uhhh. just lettin you guys know. o_Oa

help! i am being bombarded by psychos!