Maybe what I'm looking for in life is changing. And it's making my soul cry and my heart rush, either from excitement or fear. And I'm starting to not know what to do with myself now
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Welcome to the world of uncertainty. Once upon a time, I knew where my next step was going to be; there was always a place waiting for me. However, as the world of college slowly descends, I've found that I'm having trouble adjusting to the idea of the change to come. I don't know what I'm going to do with my major. I don't know what awaits me on the other side. I just don't know. I question my choices every day and that just makes me feel worse and worse. To top it off, I find myself resisting potential relationships because my financial independence will probably take a hiatus for who knows how many years. Who wants to be with a financially insecure person? I ain't no gold digger either.
Life is hard. :(
But somehow...I get the feeling that we're going to make it out alive.
We can be alive with a minimal amount of resources. Hell, homeless people in Boston get tons of help. But being alive and feeling and experiencing living are whole different matters and depend wholly on our actions attitudes and opportunities. And that's what bothers us now. =\
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Life is hard. :(
But somehow...I get the feeling that we're going to make it out alive.
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