:-) A little bit of everything and personal stuff me thinks
Stuff i've been busy with after I left early 2k11 lol (with the though that I'd never step back into kpop again)
and how after 2 years I am back here again (damn it!)
After 2 boyfriends and completing 2 years of product design studies later..
Firstly my life is not as exciting as I wish it could be, but I am still grateful for everything.
Secondly, I'm in my final year majoring in Experience & Product Design. I turn 19 in September.
If I remember correctly after I took my O lvls (equivalent to college entrance exams) I couldn't give two hoots about kpop anymore. Already more and more groups were starting to debut and kpop had lost its flair. I left with the memory of fresh rookies infinite which I stanned back then.
I got into my first serious relationship in my first year, he wasn't from the same school though. I guess we were both
young (16), unexperienced and dumb so naturally it didnt work out and left me heartbroken for a bit.
After that breakup I started working part time jobs and earning extra cash because being a design student means you fund for your own materials and I didn't like burdening my parents with that. Also the couple of months that lead to the breakup I fell into depression. Till today, I feel that it was the changing factor of my thinking in life. I struggled a lot on my own and got back onto my feet on my own again , I listened to a lot of music, watched a lot of inspiring movies, did a lot of art and started hanging out with my friends again.
Fast forward to year 2 (2k12). Crazy year. Dated again,didn't work out. People came and went.
I got a lot closer with my dad, went to Vietnam & Cambodia with my friends for 3 weeks. It was an okay year but I admit for
the most of it I was barely coping with the breakup because this was worse than the previous one. Things were complicated.
Finally , the relevant stuff.
I got into kpop again on my 2nd week of internship March this year (2013). My supervisor happens to be a CN BLUE fan and she has their song as her ring tone. Her sister, also a colleague, likes Big Bang a lot and their constant chattering about kpop from their desks
got me to start looking back at articles on omona again.
THEN........
I discovered this thread "which male idols do you think are gay" on hallyu8 and I swear i've scrolled through every single page of it. Found out about INTERNET WAR performance by Jonghyun and Taemin and I swear I had a cardiac arrest I was obsessing over it for like over a week (excuse me it was almost a year after it was performed) and I began to backtrack eventful things that occured in kpop during my absence.
Then I saw SungJong's Adult ceremony cover during their second invasion concert. That was it for me, I had to keep tabs on everything I felt like I've been missing all these great stuff. The 2 years were empty and so much unhappiness because real life is a struggle but then when I see my bbs doing amazing shit I finally understood why the happiest time of my life was during my kpop days.
It then went on to my discovery of EXO DERPS which had me in stitches from laughing silently in the office ohmg.
Therefore I am here today , for Infinite, Shinee and some exo .
Inspirits back then were way more pleasant than they are now. I used to dislike SungJong back then but now he's my everything. Woohyun is still my least favourite lolol.
I've turned a classmate of mine into an inspirit . It was a funny story,I showed her one ranking king episode and she went
"omg who is he he's kinda ugly" and the said 'ugly' person was poor DongWoo. I explained to her he is the ray of sunshine for infinite and guess what she stans him so hard it hurts now. THE WORLD WORKS IN IRONY KPOP IS NO EXCEPTION.
So yeap...
Thanks for bearing with me and my lame story . I'm also currently writing again, but have yet to complete anything.
Also,I've forgotten most of the people on my flist so sorry about that but I hope if you are reading this please introduce yourself to me all over again. You guys were my happiness back then :(