all i wanna do is curl up and watch cky alllllllll day long and drink starbucks.isn't summer time supposed to be funner then this.where's all the guys.......damn this sucks.

how come i want what i can't have? honestly i miss melissa and mikey i never see them anymore i see all my other friends.i wanna say more but i'm not so sure if i should say anything to him yet.......<3

what do i do....i don't understand and i know i say that alot but i really don't what the fuck am i gonna be single for the rest of my fuckin life? life just seems likea bore to me....i don';t even feel like doing anything anymore i feel like staying home and crying i hate going out anymore but i seem to go out every night and it's just not fun to ( Read more... )

all i do is think about him,i miss him.....miss him his voice....i miss his face....i miss fook.and the sad thing is i scare him and i really wish he didn't see me like him and the thing was i shouldn't of believe tim, and now maybe it's too late its not like i had a chance but i really want to be good friends with him...if there is never gonna be ( Read more... )

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so when Buddha was caught doing acid the the bathroom of the white house all the homosexuals starting cutting off their forth toe and the virgins wouldn't sleep on water beds cause they were afraid of the piranhas all until the french hoes starting selling their bodies down the street to the man who owns a lemonade stand ( Read more... )

i don't even know to say anymore i feel so lost and me and melissa were talking and she knows what it is like how i feel about alex like you like them so much but you just don't wanna show it cause you don't want them to get scared and run away but i've seem to scared alex away and there's nothing i can do about it and you just kinda give up but ( Read more... )

yea so i'm glad that everyone is talking to eachother again and i'm glad that people realize that i was never mad i just don't care anymore nothing seems worth it anymore i wanted alex so bad and i still do and i hate it. knowing that i can never have him and he is proabably worth it,but whats the used in trying when you know nothing is gonna come ( Read more... )

i never did anything to anyone and it seems that people have a problem with me when i don't feel like talking anymore ( Read more... )