what is wrong with me?? seriously maybe i am bipolar. like yesterday i was jsut kidding, but now i thought about it and like 1/2 the time i'm super happy all smiley and shit, and the othe half i'm just so out of it, like when i';m alone in my house or ,y sister pretends that i dot exist.. *sigh* i really wanted to go on the bike ride but then i got ( Read more... )

haha maybe i'm bipolar, last entry was all "life sucks" today, lige is great! k so my day was fantastic. it all started out last night when my mom told me i have a doctors appointment so she'ld pick em up at 8:45. and my answer was "no, i'm going to sleep" and guess what! she let me!!! so i slept in until 8:30 when i woke up took a shwower and ( Read more... )

today was so bleh. ew. anywyas no need to dwell b/c that will lead to sadness adn if i'm sad i cant work. i revised my paper alot so now i need to type so i can practice tomorrow, make the visual over the weekend and study my ass off for the APUSH test. i can not believe baxter is giving us a culminative (sp?) test that counts for points, arg ( Read more... )

so tonight was supposed to be my "work on sucky persuasive speech" night, but idk if that's gonna happen. i just finished apush and now i'm stressign about the exam. it kinda dawned on me that i know NOTHING.. ahhh!!! oh well. my list of current wishes ( Read more... )

i've been feeling so down lately. i mean it's not like there's anything to feel sad about. school's almost over, i got good grades, i got certified.. i just don't know what it is. well i have a couple ideas but thet're all pretty dumb. it also annoys me how only one person can tell if i'm upset and i never even get to see that person anymore.. * ( Read more... )

thanks jess for the song! and thanks marie x 50000 b/c now i cant listen to it. one tree hill was amazing!! but i know soem people didn't see it so i can't say more. anyways i'm happy my homework is done before 10. i jut need to add a little more to my english peer revisions. but this is boring so i'll stop typing. i'm really just procrastinating b ( Read more... )

actually thats a lie, i have a line of a song stuck in my head. i think it's by john mayer but idk what it's called PLEASE HELP:

"i've been driving, 85 and.."

that's all i know and it's getting soo annoying, anyone know what song that is?

luv alwayz
me

hehe haven't done this is forever ( Read more... )

so i woke up at smith center, about 7am thanks to kelsey's cell phone. people need to learn that when you're at a sleepover with like 10 girls, cell phones on VIBRATE to wake up, and if you cant wake up to that.. sleep in the bathroom!! haha no thats dirty, especially that particular one, ewww. anywyas retreat was so-so previous one have been ( Read more... )

today was AMAZING i found out i'm not failing all my classes as i thought i was. i also got a really good grade (as in 100%) on journals and i didn't even read the book. best part is the comment: "i'm glad to see your original ideas rather then critics and cliff notes" doh! lmao. anyways this weekend is gonna be iffy. i have to write the english ( Read more... )