My chest hurts so bad.
it has been for a few weeks now.
feels like my heart is getting to big for it.

My brother is moving to georgia and the whole family is sad.
but it is a huge huge oppurtunity he can't pass up.

I need to go see the doc.
don't want to go.
fear I may have cancer.

time to go.
do endless things.

I love my friends.
It is nice to know there are people there for me.
This weekend was filled with all sorts.
Not willing to discuss.
:)

My life is filled with very strange obstacles.

I love my friends.
every one of you.

Work starts in three hours.

happy sunday.

I decided to take a chance and read all my old entries.
man.
I don't know what to say.
what to I do with everything that was said in there.
its like a book.
I could print it all out and there would be a book.
A sad one.
I am so confused right now.
so angry.
happy.
sad.

that wasn't a very good idea.

omg.

time for me to go.

My birthday is in a month and I am still unsure of what I want to do.
go to chicago?
or stay here.

oh man.
what a decision.

I thought I lost a very important part of me the other night.
but there it was snug deep inside my purse.
thank god.

what to do?
what to do?

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Tonight we are leaving for georgia.
should be fun.
I will be the mom on the trip.
I have to go shopping today for snacks and what not.
maybe a firstaide kit.
Work has been swell.
makin good money.
showin the titties.
haha. yeah right.

alright later diggitys.
see you all in a week.

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Go eat a baby.
Can't wait for this fri!!!!
I will fucking pee my pants.
seriously.

wtf.
I am hungry.
I will eat something delicious today.
go to target.
buy your mom some shit.
you know.
later hoes.

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