well, i have alot of homework now. and its not too bad, even though it is summer and all. look at it outside? does it look like summer? uh, no it doesnt. but hey im taken 12 credits this term. thats considered a full time student. its not that hard yet, but john wont stop telling me horror stories about his 1st term. oh well. i was homeschooled. i ( Read more... )

~Well I’ve…

fallen again.

Down where it hurts me so much and…

These people, that I hurt I never knew.

~I don’t mean,

to seem this mean.

But how could I ever know

If you never ever told me…told me so.

~My God

I surrender

What I have I done in my…neglect

Never knew

How hard, how hard you can fall.

~ But I

gotta rise

up ( Read more... )

nah, im not really concerned about any love growing. those were the lyrics george was singing for me when i had to figure out a subject. but this song...i dont know. my dad brought me up on this album (abbey road) and i just refound it. since all the songs are already ingrained in my head, i like to listen to them over again. just to see the ( Read more... )

Something
Writer, double-tracked lead vocal: George Harrison

Something in the way she moves
Attracts me like no other lover
Something in the way she woos me

I don't want to leave her now
You know I believe her now
Somewhere in her smile she knows
That I don't need no other lover
Something in her style that shows me
Don't want to leave ( Read more... )

gosh im so tired right now. stacee hannah and i worked at the portland nursery's 'strawberry social' and it was hott. well, on my right side. now my right arm is tanner than the left. i think i know which arm to hold up to people now when i compare this nice tan to their white skin. i wonder whats its like to 'fake n bake'. you know those tanning ( Read more... )

couldnt think of a better subject, but while im on that note...we got it yesturday. its a heck of a lot better than dial up ever was. but, of course, who didnt know that one. today looks pretty nice out. i havent ventured out just yet. im afraid that my boss will call me and tell me to come work today. i hope not. not that the money isnt nice. but ( Read more... )

finally oregon got some summer heat!! although usually i get sick because heat is just wrong to me....i feel pretty good today. yesturday was in the upper 80's and today is 90's....which is TOO HOTT. but hey..just for kicks im wearing a shirt with a happy face on it..and the happy face is wearing a santa hat. wha ha. yes, the hottest day of the ( Read more... )

yea. today wasnt too exciting. woke up later...usually i drag my tired body up at 9am because its early enough for me. but it rained all night long...and it was raining all morning. when it rains i like to sleep. and i did. not bothering to get up at 9 with my alarm, i lethargicly waited until 11.30 to wake up, but 12 before i got out of bed. wow.. ( Read more... )

i sang this to myself over and over again today......so awesome....

October
Evenescence

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.

My only hope,
( Read more... )

thats right.....i have nothing to say except that i hate the gateway scholarship program that i'm in...and work is boring.....ahhhhhhhhh. ok well im out tty'all el-laterO

--meh