So I found an apartment and I am spending the next few days going to the station and settling in. Ahh so excited. I seriously can't sit still and if you know me then you know I really am not sitt ing still. I just really want this all to fall in place. Right now its going so good and I don't want it to change. It's been a long day so I'm crashing ( Read more... )

So I'm currently in Rocky Mount, NC. It's a lil country y'all, but not bad. I'm chillin in the hotel with my mom. The trip hasn't been bad. The time change has thrown me off a bit. Anyways ciggys are cheap here and there a Denny's next door. So...I am off to get some grub. I'm defenitly going to keep posting my adventure. Peace.

So I'm getting ready to hit the road and move to a new state. I still have to finish packing in th A.M. too. ugh. So the reason for this move...I got a job. Associate Producer. Yup, all my bitching and depressed moments of feeling like a failure and completely rejected have paid off. I have only told a few people about this because I have had such ( Read more... )

keep at it kimosabbi. So I applied for more jobs in the past two days. I'm keeping at but I'm really hoping something comes through soon. This is depressing as hell. And I just have other things on my mind as well which just makes my life feel more complicated. I have too much on my mind. Its hard to deal sometimes. I just don't know what to do ( Read more... )

So applying for jobs sucks. I keep applying and keep being rejected. I send out the resumes and what do I get in return??? Either a nice letter saying we'll get ahold of you if we're interesteed or nothing at all. It's nice getting the letter but it just adds to the overall depressing feeling I have. I almost can't take it anymore. Ever month drags ( Read more... )

so the job is going okay. I'm feeling antsy. I dunno just thinking about shit and its getting to me. Something just feels like its missing. Maybe I should keep looking for what I really want. Its out there I just gotta keep at it. grrrrrrrrrr.

so I got a job. I need the dinero but its not what I went to school for. I applied for a job in SD at the place I interned for. Hopefully it works out. Im just trying to do my thing but I feel so caged. Im watching the Hills and I know life isnt like that but it would be nice if I wasn't so broke and in this limbo state. grrrrrrrrrrrr. i need ( Read more... )

my birthday ( Read more... )

yup thats what I am in. Idley waiting for something to come. Life just seems so... well I just don't have words for where I am at. I need something and quick. I just can't keep floating in the place I'm at.

so I'm still trying. Wishing on stars and being optimistic. I know I'll get what I want. I went and got a bunch of stylish business clothes today that I am really pysched about and shoes to go with. My sis says she wants to get me more which is really cool of her. I really glad she liked my outfits because I was worried that they weren't going ( Read more... )