I couldnt go and see emma this weekend so i was depressed. Michael rented dvds to cheer me up and it did for a bit then i got down again. My mate nicola is down as well cuz of her bastard bf. EVERYONE IS DOWN! Thursday we are all going for a meal with ami, shes leaving soon to go live with her bf whos in the army. Im guna miss her ( Read more... )

i was so looking forward to seeing emma this weekend. things had to get int he way of it though didnt they. 1st it was my ex employer fucking around paying me, then when i get paid its by cheque so i gota wait 3 days to get my money and today it aint in! If it aint in by the end of the day im guna scream and cry. i miss emma so much and this ( Read more... )

was kinda disappointing. charlotte didnt come cuz she was "ill", i didnt get a card or anytink from sophie :( and luisa gave me a card late with a voucher u actually get free from boots when you spend £10! Its like im not actually cared about. Nicola got me these lush earrings that i love! I mena even laura sent me a card and she dnt live here any ( Read more... )

I got an email today from a lady from a company called Capita or sumin lol she saw my CV and thought ild like a role shes got going! Sooo you never know lol I am going tot he job centre monday *joy* to sign on again, crappity crap

I am hopfully seeing emma next friday til sunday!!!! Woooo its the only thing keeping me going right now!

xxx

I love my dad, he has parkinsons and finds it hard to walk or do things like turning a door nob or holding a cup of coffee. I wish i had parkinsons and he didnt. Hes so depressed sometimes, i sometimes see him nearly cry at things, but he wont as hes a mans man, always has been. He only cried once and that was when we had to put our dog down a few ( Read more... )

hotel went great, just relaxed and chilled out! Im 21 tomorow, so scary! I have sa job interview tuesday at Liquid Nightclub so yeha my mate helped me out and got me an interview and she says its real easy to get a job there so im hoping they say yeah your hired ( Read more... )

i hate my job its crap. the boss is shite the manager is shite the hours are shite. so sophie is going to get me a job at liquids in windsor. Im looking for a new job now its just getting me down. i9m supposed to remember every client i book in every phone conversation i have gawd they are fucking freaks ( Read more... )

omg shiny new laptop!!!!!!! wow i can type better lol

im hbaving my bowling party for my bday friday yaaaaaayyyy cant wait!

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daaamn why do i keep seeing my ex in town on the way to work!? gawd damn prick is haunting meeeeeee im guna go stab him in the eye with a fork!!!!!!

21 IN 11 DAAAAAAAYS!!

wow strawberry icecream rocks!

13DAYS TIL IM 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going bowling heheh how old school is that!? tons of pics weretaken at amis wedding,they are up on my myspace blog

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