I ran to the beach
and laid me down
You're all wrong, I said
and they stared at the sand

and i have no clue why i post parts of my conversations with max. haha XD

And I may never see your face again so tell me how to fill the emptiness inside

( French song lyric, with english translation )

I saw a wishing well down by the stream
I never understood what wishes mean
Just ask for nothing you get what you get.
I asked for something I've not got it yet. im such a lame ass lol *shrugs ( Read more... )

I'm falling down
Can't see the truth
I know the hell that you've been through
I'm walking side by side with you
But i'll find defences
I'll try to care less
Won't someone help me feel numb Yesterday was Halloween. Ok so I went to Seanys house at 4, and Adam and Rich arrived the same time as me. I was a skank/whore/hooker for Halloween. good ( Read more... )

I just can't understand what makes you feel this way.

Sometimes I feel like I'm to blame

Why cant I find my way? Try to ask the reason, keep on reaching for a broken dream

YEAH for reaching for a broken dream >.i feel like crap. i have so much in my head, but i just cant write it all down. meh. im so confused and everything. it really ( Read more... )

Steal me, deal me, anyway you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and leave me its funny how it takes someone to be drunk to make me look "pretty ( Read more... )

Be in the position to make me feel So damn unpretty Today I woke up extremely happy. woah. crazy i know! its not that im always depressed or something, its just, its morning. its a school day. or something you know? yeah ( Read more... )

Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on This is going to be one long entry. Im going to lj cut it ( Read more... )

You're the lucky one so I've been told, free as the wind blowin down the road.

mref. woke up and had yet another nosebleed. this must stop.

something bad is going to happen real soon. i can feel it. its not a warm, welcome feeling. I know I'm going to fall again. This time, there wont be anyone their to stop it or catch me. she's falling ( Read more... )

And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home

it's been awhile since I can say that I wasn't addicted
Being strong isn't easy. mind over matter got to remind myself that. its getting hard once again. i think i might like this guy, mike. mref. my friend likes him as well. I guess I always knew the score This is how our story ends ( Read more... )

Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where waves of my love come tumbling out
You say that all the good is gone
That I have forgotten who I am
Free as a bird
Wild as the wind
But somehow I cannot let you in

PART 2

I cracked a piece of broken glass Hmm i keep having ( Read more... )