"She's got baggage, and it's all the emotional kind"

[cherrylollipops]

I mark off the days on my calendar all to eagerly and try to smile about what will be someday.

I fight boredom with all my resources and work not quite enough to make the money I need.

I sparatically spend time lying in bed with the covers over my head crying. Hating the way I feel so stuck and the way I glide through life all too unhappily.
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[amber__waves]

feel the same way sometimes♥

[quaquaversal]

"Someday"... I've come to accept there is no such thing as "someday." When that day comes, I'll be a different person, and no matter how much I try to predict what will happen, something you never even considered will happen instead.

I live one day to the next. I only ever think of what I will do tomorrow or maybe two days from now. Thinking of "someday" never gets me anywhere but to the realisation that I have nothing to look forward to.

And we always become what we hate the most... it's inevitable... we hate it because we know that's what we're becoming...

Hang in there.