well today i am stayin at my friend bethanys house that should be fun. we are goin to the game(s) tonight. But i have been really mad at myself, i tell myself i hate kayleb but i really dont and when i say those things it makes me love him even more and i dont know what to do. i need some help. but today i started to date john and i dont know how ( Read more... )

kenny still hasnt wrote me back he said he would but he didnt. but hole. lol. I dont know if i want to date him or not because i am enjoying the single life. But if someone askes me out i dont like sayin no. cause i feel bad. oh well. what happens happens. pebbles dont tell anyone about this..i mean it. Anyways john hasnt wrote me back either. he ( Read more... )

well long time no talk. Well i might be dating 1 or 3 people now. :). They are all hot. lol. I might be staying at my friends house on friday. ive noticed some of my friends (pebbles) are going through some stuff right now but they can get through it. i know they can. And i found out one of my friends from home (paz) is going down hill which she is ( Read more... )

well i found out yesterday that someone i like alot actually likes me back. And he is actually hot. well i think that he is. no one is supposed to have my number but someone gave it to him that already had it and he called me at like 7 and my mom yelled at me about it for like an hour saying stuff like we are getting out number changed and you wont ( Read more... )

Well, im going on a spree of commenting on journals i have commented on:

itseemstobenow
fightingpoet
vampirevixen87
willyswanker54
thug_gurl

Kayleb can burn in hell. thats all i gotta say about him. I like alot of other people that like me. i know for a fact. anyways, bethany went up to kenny today and said something to him and i couldnt hear what she said. its parannoying me. i didnt feel the same around him this morning. Kenny is orgasmic. lol. i wrote a poem last nite but i dont want ( Read more... )

So my friend told me that Will ran over her with a car. lol. that would of been so funny to see. I woulda laughed my a$$ off. Actually i would have asked her if she was okay then i would of laughed. I still luv her though.lol. I know she is going through a rough time right now ut i know she can get through it. All she has to do is trust her heart ( Read more... )

You know when your little and you ask your mom "whats wrong with your friend?" or "why can she do that and i cant?" and then she says dont worry about anyone but yourself? Then when you get older your mom says you only worry about yourself and no one else, like your mom taught you to do. why does she get mad? You are doing what she taught you to do ( Read more... )

Today has been alright so far. This weekend was not fun at all. The only thing i did was think about my ex boyfriend and cry. I went to bi-lo sunday and that was so much fun...not. When i got to school this morning i couldnt even look at him. I guess i only look forward to seeing my friends now and i look forward to seeing one in particular. she ( Read more... )

life sux. I just had to break up with my boyfriend this morning not because we wanted to but because i had to. I am moving and i dont want anymore feelings to get there and make it worse when i leave. All i have did today is cry. i cant look at him or think about him without crying. I dont feel like my life matters anymore and i just want to die. ( Read more... )