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you had always said
I know you deserved better.
i always wonder
why you led me back into the hurt
why you let me come back to you.
she says,
i hope your heart gets broken.
i hope your heart gets torn out,
but rather i wish
you never fall in love
you never know how it feels
i hope you get used
and trampled.
and thrown into a place
of devouring self hate.
but please,
continue to be as
insecure
as i know you'll never admit
the worst part about it is
the worst part about it is
you said i deserved better
i let myself be fooled
you said you knew
by all the words you had feigned
what i had been through,
you said for once
i should have someone worth it
i should have something good
you said you would fight.
won't you tell me please.
why you lied