i no longer find beauty in myself. at least its hard these days to look in a mirror and not find the flaws. they freckle my body, and can only be seen under the uv light of my eyes. Beuty comes in a bottle these days. or in the acceptance of others. in the once over approval of passing eyes. its hard these days. when life is no longer appreciated. ( Read more... )

I SAW OWEN WILSON...and h emade eyes at me, and checked me out.

or at least looked at me enough for me to feel ok staring at him.

he's so gorgeous.

oh and in other news i saw owen wilson.

theres never enough time.

mandy brought me steak and potatoes at work yesterday.

that was pretty flippin sweet.

thanks.

i was looking through my photos. and came across ( this )

One of the most commonly heard remarks on the street is, "Once you start using
crack, you can't stop."

"In fact they may have driven home without remembering how they got there. They were just lucky! Some day that luck will run out. "

( grr )

( Cal crew camp pics )

( this is me right now: )