Im just sitting here.. this ghetto ass computer kicked me off the net when I was talking to steph, and by the time i got back on she was gone. Rons sleeping, and wont wake up, so im left to sit here by myself. Im considering a genital piercing.. it really scares me though. Im waiting for a secret package in the mail... if u want to know what it is ( Read more... )

This week Im gonna order my 8g hoops for my ears.. then go up to a 10 on my second hole, and in a month go to a 12 on the third hole. Im excited to be up to 10 piercings.. 9 was fun for a month until I came here and had to take the hoop out of my lip.. damn conservative Hawaiin bastards. Im gonna try to talk Ron into taking me to get a tattoo.. ( Read more... )

I applied at the grocery store yesterday, and Im hoping they will call me in the next couple of days. I really want a job. I hate sitting here all day alone. I guess it just freaks me out since the house got broken into.. and the fact that I dont know any of our neighbors. Im trying to change so many things about myself lately...but I dont even ( Read more... )

Well... today has started out boring... which in my book is a good thing. We only have enough propane to both take showers.. and we dont know if the place in ocean view is open today to go get more... O'well. Im going to apply at the grocery store in ocean view.. and will more than likely get the job. Ron says I might have to hitch hike home on ( Read more... )

Ahhh... Its so nice to not have ANYTHING to do.. just eat.. and watch dvd's... I have to start job searching though.. but reading the want ads in the news paper shouldnt interfere with my schedule.*laughing hysterically* Its been raining almost non stop since I got here.. but its still warmer than Michigan. I wish we were on oahu though... its alot ( Read more... )

Well, I just woke up, and I should be unpacking but..(internet addiction). Ron bought me the new comforter set I wanted yesterday and He showed up at the airport with flowers... It was so cute. He's acting so wierd.. like a "new, Improved" version of Ron... I cant complain though. I got my ears pierced again before I left... Now I just need some ( Read more... )

Well, Im leaving for Hawaii again on the 5th of next month. Im actually really dissapointed about my stay in michigan. It really seemed like alot of people were sad that I left.. but I guess no one really missed me. No one has really even tried to see me while I've been back unless it is convenient for them. Fuck it I guess.. Im not going to force ( Read more... )

This will be my last entry until I can get to a computer. Im sort of scared to leave... but I guess thats something I cant change. I DONT want to go to the farm when I get in michigan.. but I have to go and get my coat and the rest of my things, and Ronnies tv and paperwork etc. Jason gave our Iguana away.. and also my cat.. If I was alot bigger.. ( Read more... )

I talked to my mom, and I'm coming home.Im not sure for how long, or even why. I guess it just hurts that I never really said goodbye to anyone, It never occured to me that I may be here for awhile. Hopefully while Im home i can do some soul searching and decide what i really want, and if hawaii is part of that scheme.