..but you actually have to change them yourself."
-Andy Warhol.So right now things are still changing, as am I, as is my life, the way I would always want it to be. Family and friends are playing a more major part in my life than they have for a long time, as is music, dancing and all things social ( Read more... )

My thoughts are tangled. I don't want to make decisions. Decisions are so final. I like the element of hope in my life; the idea that yes, perhaps fate does exist. Perhaps it will lead me to where I am meant to be, to where I have always been going.
Maybe where I want to be isn't where I'd like to be going...
There's still no conclusion here.

It's so strange how uncertainty can change your perception of how your life is going. Uncertainty is an incredible feeling. It's exciting, it's exhausting, but at the same time I'm not sure how long I want to feel like that. It's like my energy is being used up and it's not coming back ( Read more... )

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and you cannot travel along it more than once ( Read more... )

It's like I've relied on having someone there for me, to cuddle me and tell me they love me for so long. Yes, the person might change, but they play the same role. Being able to stand on my own two feet for this new year is scary, far scarier than anything I've been up against for a long time, but it's finally starting to pay off. I've been ( Read more... )

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Sometimes my life feels like a repetition of something I've seen all too often. It's as though I want, so much; I push myself to see something that's not necessarily there. Perhaps the fact that I've finally addressed this issue means that I can avoid it in the future... but if I'm honest, I'm not sure if I want to avoid it. To feel something ( Read more... )

If life is a learning curve, when do we "know ( Read more... )

When feelings intensify, how do we know they're real ( Read more... )