hummm.
I don't think our auditions went well, but what's done is done. I feel mega bad, and moreover my (very pretty) senior was watching us. I feel like I can never look her in the face again; I am quite embarrassed. x.x AHHWELLLLLL.
The committee went "Good effort", which translates to "You didn't get past the auditions but thank you for joining anyways." AHHWELLLL AGAIN.
Still, I would like to thank AOTR, like seriously, for putting up with me and all my fails. And our lovely supporters, thank you very much people. I am very touched.
Auditions aside, I did something totally stupid today. Gah. Oh me. ;/
I've been listening to CO's SYF pieces on youtube for the whole night. And seriously, now that I think about it, even though I was promised to switch to cellobass after SYF, I think that's most highly not going to happen. Because 1) I realised we have very little guzhengists, as compared to other schools and 2) I think everyone would have forgotten about it by now. Sooooo. I don't know. But I still do want to caress the double bass very badly, hahaha. Ah well, such is life.
What else. It's already 10.24 and I haven't done anything productive hahaha.
And, that's it from me today.
P.S. Hi Swee Ling! Haha, thank you about today, I'll try to be stronger. I think it's time for me to see a counsellor man, I am so freaking bipolar hahaha.
P.P.S. OMFG how could I forget this. You know I have this senior (ok you most prolly don't but whatever) and today I wanted to invite him to watch the auditions, and of all words I could say I chose, "Are you free later?" Goshhhh. His friend gave me a totally weird look man.
And today's his birthday too, so happy birthday!
The committee went "Good effort", which translates to "You didn't get past the auditions but thank you for joining anyways." AHHWELLLL AGAIN.
Still, I would like to thank AOTR, like seriously, for putting up with me and all my fails. And our lovely supporters, thank you very much people. I am very touched.
Auditions aside, I did something totally stupid today. Gah. Oh me. ;/
I've been listening to CO's SYF pieces on youtube for the whole night. And seriously, now that I think about it, even though I was promised to switch to cellobass after SYF, I think that's most highly not going to happen. Because 1) I realised we have very little guzhengists, as compared to other schools and 2) I think everyone would have forgotten about it by now. Sooooo. I don't know. But I still do want to caress the double bass very badly, hahaha. Ah well, such is life.
What else. It's already 10.24 and I haven't done anything productive hahaha.
And, that's it from me today.
P.S. Hi Swee Ling! Haha, thank you about today, I'll try to be stronger. I think it's time for me to see a counsellor man, I am so freaking bipolar hahaha.
P.P.S. OMFG how could I forget this. You know I have this senior (ok you most prolly don't but whatever) and today I wanted to invite him to watch the auditions, and of all words I could say I chose, "Are you free later?" Goshhhh. His friend gave me a totally weird look man.
And today's his birthday too, so happy birthday!