recovering myself.
I have three essays to do. But instead of doing so, I decided to reconnect with my childhood hobby, painting. ...Of which I''m not very good at. 
And I needed paint and brushes to paint to. Luckily, I have my artist of a sister.
So, I decided to ask her...
Me: Funrin I want to reconnect with my childish side.
Sis: Don't you do that everyday?
Me: Nononono, I mean yes, but I want to paint.
Sis: Oh.
Me: Can you spare me some brushes?
Sis: (hesitates) Can I give you the ones I don't use?
Me: Oh sure sure. (takes brushes and reaches for paint)
Sis: DON'T USE THOSE!
Me: Why? Are they bad?
Sis: No, they're too good. Don't waste paint.
Whaaaaaaat.
But in the end I used those, because I found out that they were mine to begin with, hehe.
I took about one hour, just painting, and tadaa~
Fineee, it is childish, but so what. I felt like it helped release all my stress and pent up emotions. And most importantly, I had fun. And that's all that matters.
Hehe, now to tackle my three essays.
Oh a side note, I think this world judges too much. ;/
And I needed paint and brushes to paint to. Luckily, I have my artist of a sister.
So, I decided to ask her...
Me: Funrin I want to reconnect with my childish side.
Sis: Don't you do that everyday?
Me: Nononono, I mean yes, but I want to paint.
Sis: Oh.
Me: Can you spare me some brushes?
Sis: (hesitates) Can I give you the ones I don't use?
Me: Oh sure sure. (takes brushes and reaches for paint)
Sis: DON'T USE THOSE!
Me: Why? Are they bad?
Sis: No, they're too good. Don't waste paint.
Whaaaaaaat.
But in the end I used those, because I found out that they were mine to begin with, hehe.
I took about one hour, just painting, and tadaa~
Fineee, it is childish, but so what. I felt like it helped release all my stress and pent up emotions. And most importantly, I had fun. And that's all that matters.
Hehe, now to tackle my three essays.
Oh a side note, I think this world judges too much. ;/