Sad
I am feeling a whole lot sadness at the moment, and it is kinda meta sadness, it's not that I miss A, which I do. But what I am sad about right now is loosing the dream of my relationship with A, the dream of moving up, moving in with him, the dream of a future.
Online dating is getting me down, people tell me that there are people out there for me, and frankly, right now I don't believe them, I feel to weird to be loved.
I know I am being melodramatic, but I do wonder and feel like everyone but me has paired up.
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