day 17 - your favorite memory, in great detail

[cheshire_girl]

Hm. I don't often let myself relax. My favorite memories are ones in which I feel genuinely, completely calm and composed. Unsurprisingly, in these memories, I'm alone. Well, not in all of them. I've genuinely been trying to think of happy memories from relationships and drawing blanks, which I think is really sad...and about which I'm not doing

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[nakedenough]

I feel like sometimes being around other people is far too - something like stimulating, but that's not the word I mean - for me to feel that positive in the moment, but most of my favorite memories, even if the physical component involves being alone, involve thinking about times with other people I can appreciate much, much more deeply after the fact, and in private.