why is it that those who have the capacity to make us most happy ( Read more... )

im not invited.

my family reminds me as often as possible
why i moved out and said id never come back.

::sigh::

aint nothin wrong.
aint nothin right
and still i sit and lie awake all night....

i used to think ( Read more... )

i think its funny to get you upset.
.....
its easy.
....
[[why..?]]
have you met you yet??

he said.

im not gonna lie ( Read more... )

it was awkward and forced.

conversation with the one you love shouldnt be so...

i am not happy. this concerns me.
i dont want any idle banter [[or lack of...]] with him to result in negative emotions.

that is a waste of time.

again, tomorrow i will be another.
and hopefully he will too.

i sit down with the intent of spouting to you, the reader, some profound seemingly intellectual experiences; ideas; thoughts i have had ( Read more... )

weirdddd.

thinking

id like to live beneath the dirt.this weather is so awesome. fuck air conditioning [pussies ( Read more... )

he gets under my skin
this is not a bad thing
frustrating
yes
occasionally i self indulge
[[feel apathy]]
madness
in his arms
silly
all this love
i cant make an up and a down
dont try
alas,
left lonely in the wee hours of the morning
sleepy eyed goodbyes
not for 4 months. brief
distance is nothing
an hour. lover.
::sigh::

beautiful. <3