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[cheshireloup]

**Curls up in a ball.** Got in a big fight with Deej this afternoon. Don't really regret it... He's the one that brought up Sabi... He knows I would defend her name to the death yet he still has to pick fights with me about it

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No you're not...

[lotus_vixen]

You're not as fucked up as you say. Hell, I knew about the scars. I knew she was depressed. I heard her say that she'd be happier if she'd never been born. There were times I argued with her. After a while, though, the thought that I was doing no good wore into me. I began to think that, if she would really be happier dead, than I would want her to be happy. So... you're not so fucked up...

Mm...

[cheshireloup]

**Hugs tightly.** I hope she can hold on... For just a little longer, you know? Until we can help her... But why do I feel like I worry too much? Why do I think that it would be easier if I didn't care? Maybe it would be... But then I wouldn't have one of my best friends... I confuse myself.