im a slacking I know, I just havent been in the mood to write lately

Im confused!

Blagh!

Jess went to Practice...again as always (im not bitter) Tia ditched me and went to the movies with someone else, and I have no othr friends and my father is out buying some 20 year olds love, and my brothers car is broken so is the van...so what am I going to do on this lovely friday night, Read for school....wow

According to Jess Im not aloud to be online and I will go to bed in....6 minutes but first...."Ali, princess, of avondale, I have 3 toes and they are stale. And promise me if I give you my heart that you wont break it, cause I know, were gonna make it ( Read more... )

My boss is so nice! I still havent been scheduled and I have to call back for a second time tomorrow,...but...hmm...she's so nice, and I finally know her name now too...Delores...She makes me feel comfortable which I suppose is a good thing for my first job.

Im fatigued beyond belief...Im gonna go relax then nap...ta ta

I told myself I was going to try to get through one night without fighting with Jesse, its been really bad lately, and I wont fight with him. But I am upset with him, Things were going very well at first but then..."Call me back in 5 minutes" I call him back "5 more" that happened about 3 times then after he finally talked to me for a solid 5 ( Read more... )

Jesus! Jesse is "watching a movie with his brother, its about halfway done" Its 12:15 here, obviously the movie is more important then talking to me he probably hasnt even showered or any of that yet...now Im crying...Why do I do what I do for him? I have been stressing about this fucking present all day...and he doesnt even care enough to talk ( Read more... )

I do all this fucking shit for him, Ive been stressing about the fucking gift all day, Ive done nothing but try to fix it and I havent even figured it out yet...and for who am I doing all of this for? The boy who cant even manage to be home to talk to me....Im exhausted I got about 4 hours of sleep last night and its now almost 12am. Fucking A, ( Read more... )

You cant fucking do that you bastard! You cant just tell them they messed up when it was really you who messed up! Jess's present came today and theres a mistake on it and I came up with an Idea to sorta fix it but when I asked my dad to give me the money so I could get the stuff to do it with, he told that would look horrible, as if Im already ( Read more... )

Its almost 2am, who cares...not me. Why am I such a jealous bitch, why does he mock me? Why cant he....realize I dont know what Im doing or saying and stop playing mind games. Why cant we just...be together? Why cant he understand that Im never going to stop wanting that ( Read more... )