I've found a sudden disadvantage in myself. Time was when I was able to observe people, their movements and behaviors without detection. This was so great for understanding realistic character. Now, I seem to have lost the anonymity I used to enjoy. I don't blend in. I don't disappear. If anything it seems people watch me more than I watch them! Ok ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's the glucose in my system crashing into some recess of my body, or just the wednesday rush but I am soooooo tired. And you know what? I am very tired of being tired. It takes a lot of energy making yourself happy and damnit I want it to be like it was a year ago, when I didn't have to work so hard to be content. It was just ( Read more... )

A word on layout ( Read more... )

Happy! I'm happy again! Houston is in full bloom like New England in May, but it's March! Yes, I r eloquent. I watched Carnivale last night. It was freakin' awesome. Especially when at the end they annouce that next episode is the season finale. Now, what's great about that you say? Of course it's the season Finale! Yes, it is, and not the SERIES ( Read more... )

I finally slept well for the first time in a while; in my own bed, uninterrupted by scarlet trying to nuzzle me awake or crying in circles around my bed with a string dragging from her mouth. My father leaves the TV on so loud that at about 9 am, I was dreaming of every show that was coming up on HBO tonight. Normally I don't sleep so late when I' ( Read more... )

My Spring break in one of the more sleepy towns of Florida is nearly over and it has been pretty damn entertaining. Not in the usual Spring break debauchery way, but in the “You will remember the events of this trip, or at least the overall effect of this trip for many years to come”. I came down for a multitude of reasons. When the clouds ( Read more... )

This will be the first of my new entries in a new journal. It's been coming close to a year since last my teeth glowed in the dark and I wrote about life and such. A lot of things took a step back in my life around the time I stopped writing in a journal. I stopped really writing stories, or reading them. Mostly I told people I didn't have time to ( Read more... )