"to all the loves that bring us to life."

chanced upon a very old email,
in-depth sharing with a "fictional" good friend,
seems like a long time since that feeling,
being able talk with a friend without being judged...

a short catching up that felt bit funny,
but understandable as time doesn't stand still,
both has "grown up" in the 7 years ( Read more... )

"you'll never get what you want unless you take it."

been a while since blogged,
a lot of my plate since school started,
been happy at school past 3 weeks,
as much as looking forward for it...

weekend spent at ne show,
some traits exhibited brings out the extremes in me,
nice catching up with colleagues,
learning to learn i guess...


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a year later, am finding out that quite a few people are still messaging/calling my out-of-use number. so posting this a 2nd time, and also making it a public entry now...

http://chester.livejournal.com/274926.html

Dear people,

My old number (96898969) will no longer be in effect from end ( Read more... )

8 days flying by,
7 x 14th batch,
22 x rest,
3 of 4 mr...

fastest ict ever,
enjoyable time catching up,
spending time getting back into shape,
yet some things cannot be bridged...

never saw it coming,
heartfelt outprocessing,
left things as the were,
said my goodbyes...

life goes on,
poignant drive home ( Read more... )

a rejection too many,
no point going where one is not wanted,
left things as they were,
went on ahead with my own plans...

decided to stay,
make best of the situation,
glad to have made a decision,
least something to work towards...

overspent bit,
holidays, stationary, clothes and toys,
least for a good cause in my eyes,
excuses we make for ( Read more... )

never saw it coming,
but it did come,
good new on top of good news,
seriously fortunate...

mind was made up,
now waivering again,
to stay or not to stay,
money vs passion...

good news despite it all,
dust will settle soon,
till then,
counting my blessings...

lousy last-day of holiday feeling,
didnt do much this week,
spent almost 2 days in school marking,
no chance for a getaway too...

feeling kind of pensive,
where does the road lead to,
quite a bit of uncertainty,
just let time tell i guess...

understanding,
first time it is happening,
dont want to make a big deal of it,
just hope it doesnt become ( Read more... )

when you dont give your best,
most likely you wont get it...
and times when you do give your best,
there are times you still wont get it...

keeping fingers crossed...