Birthday Awesomeness!!!

So my birthday is finally here! Lucky you, everyone is invited. I don't care if I know you, have known you, know of you, or if you are completely new!

"So Chris, why should I come to your dumb party?Easy, its fun! There will be the DJ skillz of myself and DJ CrazyCrews (CrewsControl), BBQ care of "The Smoking Grill", the ( Read more... )

Its a little bit of late news, but Anna and I broke up last Wednesday. I was really messed up about it, which is understandable I guess, but I think I am okay about it now. I really have this feeling like we will get back together so I am really not worried. We are still really close, so its not like I have lost that much. I am just looking at this ( Read more... )

Something weird has been going on in my head for a while. I guess its do to these weird thought processes going on while I am ironing out the plot to my next book. I am constantly looking over a bunch of things in my head from the past, looking for some meaning in them that I can somehow share with the world while still keeping my past private. The ( Read more... )

After much thought and sleeplessness, I decided that I should finally make the move and ask Anna to be my full on girlfriend. Most people already put us together anyway, so it wasn't much more than a formality and getting a new title. Of course, I was scared beyond all belief- feeling sick most of the morning and later in the afternoon. I started ( Read more... )

Last night was freaking awesome. We had the Winter Formal..err, the Snow Ball. Whatever its called, it was great. I took Anna with me, as usual, and something super crazy happened- I couldn't use any of my talking skills. Usually I can find some smooth way to use words to make it seem like I am cool and confident, but with her I am just speechless ( Read more... )

Completely boring day. End ( Read more... )

My mind is a state of total chaos right now, and the weird thing is that nothing new has been happening. The same old things are coming up again and again, and every time I fail to get rid of them for good. My dad is constantly pressuring me to get a "real job" instead of helping Kevin with youth and freelancing my pen out. He says that come my ( Read more... )

As some of you know, my church (Spring Valley) is considered the pinnacle of right-wing conservatism within the area. Most churches, and youth groups for that matter, have become more lax in recent years to cope with with the changing behavior and ideals of what is right and wrong with society. As I am not really an adult and majorly involved in ( Read more... )

Okay... looking back at the last entry and seeing I was upset and it was over a month ago, I drew the conclusion that I could have very well commited suicide over the situation, or worse- joined a cult. Well, luckily I am alive and have no tribal tattoos marking me in a cult... though I do have some new crazy philosophies. First, one of my list ( Read more... )

Somehow I managed to mess things up, though I am not really sure how or what I messed up. Maybe I got too close? Maybe I was too far off. Maybe its something I did? Maybe its something I didn't do. Did you hope for the world and recieve but a speck, or were you overwhelmed over what you recieved? I could go on for hours thinking of things I might ( Read more... )