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[chevronsha]

I am numb

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[queenmidalah]

*hugs* You ok?

[chevronsha]

yeah, im fine, just numb - its been a rollercoaster of like two weeks here and i think my emotional computer is stuck on *working*

Big stuff at work last week, by brother getting his house, the babies coming, my parents getting here...my house remaining trashed (cleaning just didnt get done before they came)

I'm just spent - doesn't help that it's been cold and overcast for the last two days either.

thanx though

[masteralida]

{{{Sha}}} What's up?

[chevronsha]

I'm fine, just really spent.
I'm not feeling anything right now - just kinda mechanically going through the motions on automatic...and ya know, i dont want it to be that way. But, considering that might tire me out more, i guess it's best.

maybe things will change when she's out of the hospital, when everyone can relax and try to figure out what the new "normal" is.

oh, and my parents waited a whole 3 hours before they brought up the whole "you have to come back east and dispose of the house thing - i actually took a second to look at my watch (that's not on my wrist) when mom started in.

[healdhj]

Matches and Kerosene...

[chevronsha]

dude, if it wasn't attached on both sides with no fire walls and separate and not common crawlspace - i would seriously consider it

[marm]

I hope you're feeling more yourself soon. *hugs*

[chevronsha]

Thanx
I'm sure the pool party some day this or next week at my parents' hotel will work wonders. THat and the kids come home today - so yeah, hopefully soon