i'm packing... don't know where i'm going yet....

sometimes i wonder. i wonder about him. does he wonder about me? what does he look like? do i look at all like him? why doesn't he care? i guess its ok... most of the time i couldn't give a shit either. but then sometimes i wonder.

ignoring someone has got to be the most chicken shit way of dealing with an uncomfortable situation. and what i don't get is the situation wasn't even uncomfortable, everything was fine. and now... nothing. seriously, whats the deal? he can't just stand up and be a man about it. does it feel better for you guys to run away like little girls ( Read more... )

do any of you know how cool it is as a girl to have to stand on your tippy toes to kiss someone?

i feel really restless... seriously i think i might explode! i want to do a bunch of things but can't make myself do them... i've felt this way before and it resulted in me having panic attacks every other day for like a week. i think i really scared some people with that. i don't know what to do. i painted my door white today... its too dark in ( Read more... )

his name is joe. and he's seven feet tall... yup, i come up to about his shoulders. and i love it. i have to look up to talk to him and he makes me feel small. he has been in a few times to see me at work. he has kind of a dry sarcastic sense of humor. which is cool cause we can make fun of each other and then laugh it off. so anyway, i gave him my ( Read more... )

so i haven't posted in a while. a lot of really cool things have happened and i didn't post when i should have, so i'm afraid if i try now they wont sound as good. ummm... my hair is really short. i've been working in the bar a lot and i'm going to discuss my fulltime move up there... its fun and i make better tips. i waited on a guy last friday ( Read more... )

i did the pioneer square thing again tonight with nhi! and oh my god i had soo much fun... the sailors are in town for fleet week! pam, you so missed out. if i get out of work early tomorrow i wanna go again. pam you HAVE to come. boys, boys and more boys!
talk to you all soon i need sleep now.

guys are dumb.... ok, boys, when you see a group of girls that you want to talk to... ask permission before you go and just plop yourself down at their table and interupt their conversation.... and if your friend tried once and it didn't work, leave them alone. they don't want to be bothered with you. i tried telling one such bar patron this ( Read more... )

here we go ( Read more... )