So... Gabriel and i had the talk. it was really dramatic, and we decided that we wouldnt see eachother anymore. well auctually, he decided that "it would be the best thing" and what am i supposed to say to that? no? so i said ok, and we hung up the phone! and right after we hung up i knew that wasnt what i wanted, i still wanted to be with him.i ( Read more... )

so this new boy in my life... Gabriel, hes great! i find my self thinking about him all the time, i know i talk about him wayyy too much (just ask nicole!) and this totally isnt normal for me. i dont like for my feelings to get involved. i like to be in control of my entire situation, and not have to worry that i am making a stupid decision because ( Read more... )

ok kiddies... my summer officially sucked, except when i was hanging out with the kids! (but lets be serious, that was only like 3 times!) so.. i saw my friends that i love more than anything in the world 3 times this summer, got fired from my great job at tommy hilfiger (oh by the way, they are telling everyone there that i stole from the company ( Read more... )

well... i dont really have anything special to say. i just thought i would write cuz its been a while since i have updated the journal. lets see... i have been a high school graduate for 3 weeks, i think, and a full time employee at tommy hilfiger (boo) i went to mexico for the fourth of july. that was cool. im sooo brown now i love it! i got tons ( Read more... )

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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

ask me anything you want, nothing is off limits, i dont care if i dont know you ill still answer honestly

then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything...

look, im sorry if i hurt your feelings by laughing at you. but i do honestly believe that you overeacted. how many people do you know who would go out and get a restraining order for something that was about to happen, but never did. and somethng so dumb like paintballing. it didnt happen. and as far as i know there have been no attempts on your ( Read more... )

well.. i wrote a response to you. but i dont think it was posted. so what i have to say is whatever. you talk about how this is "high school drama", you know what i have to say to that? YOU STARTED IT!!!! i know i can be very difficult to talk to when i am angry, but guess what im not angry anymore, in fact i havent been angry for 2 weeks! im more ( Read more... )

i thank everyone for reading my journal and giving their response. I think that a lot of things can be fixed between friends if they talk, unfortunately a friend of mine doesnt seem to want to talk to me anymore. in my defense i will say that i didnt kniow about the "paintballing" incident until after it "almost" accured. that is all i have to say ( Read more... )

wow... this is exciting! im so happy io be one of these really cool people with a live journal. now everyone can read how i am feeling. i have read a few other journals, just to see what i am supposed 2 write about and i dont know if i like some of the stuff i read. is this thing designed so that you can bad mouth your friends?? i was brought up to ( Read more... )