i think that i am naive, way too trusting and not so smart all the time. its just that i let people hurt me and its true that no one can hurt you unless you let them. it's sad. Im not talking about anyone specifically, actually more like a few different people.

good lord im fucked up.

I've been back in Moraga for 2 days now and I am starting to get settled in, I still have a few things to unpack and other things to buy but my room is starting to look more like a room rather than a small area in space. Sara will be here in an hour or so to start unpacking so our room will really come together once she is done. I'm excited to be ( Read more... )

I went to San Francisco (a.k.a. my future home) for the weekend and i pretty much fell even more in love with the city! I had so much fun, it was ridiculous and now im like counting down the seconds until school starts up again. My last day at starbucks is 3 weeks from tommorrow, can't wait for that either! Most of the fun people at work will be ( Read more... )

Summer is getting a little bit better. I'm so busy with school and work and the gym that by the end of each night i am just exhausted. This past weekend was really fun, went shopping, watched a movie with kristen, hung out with a friend from smc, nicole's house and hung out with some girls from work. I think i have tonsilitis again, actually, i ( Read more... )

Oh man, i have been shopping on ebay for a really long time tonight. I can tell its been a while because my eyes hurt. I am shopping for designer bags and the like, you know me. This is dangerous...

I finally got my wireless internet working in my house. I bought tickets to San Francisco yesterday, so in a month I get to go visit the girls. I am so excited. I am also going to Portland this weekend to see my cousin because she is getting back from London, I am excited to be leaving town, even for a few days. Summer quarter starts on Monday ( Read more... )

I am so excited for everyone to come home! My summer is finally going to start now, except for the whole summer school thing which begins in a week and a half. olivia is saying she's coming to visit, so do katie, shannon,serena and isabel. i wonder if they are actually coming though. I dont think sara is going to make it. i bought a juicy bag ( Read more... )

Home isn't so bad anymore. I got hired at Starbucks and had a pretty fun weekend. I miss my roomies though. I think everything will be better when everyone gets home though considering i am still pretty lonely. working at starbucks again. oooooooooooooooh man, frappuccinos. saw an old friend today who is now extremely cracked out, literally ( Read more... )

Im home and Im bored as shit.