Im sick of being a burnout, im sick of everything I want a do over in life. Im sick of smoking pot 3 times a day, im sick of wasting 100 dollars a week on frying my brain. Im sick of being a fucking fat whore who smokes and eats all day. im sick of this and I dont care, im miserable and i cant take the guilt trips from my mom. I hate myself for ( Read more... )

well im back, I hardly post anymore, im procrastinating waiting for the ritalin 2 kick in.

plan for the week:
2 nite-
start and finish 7 pg religion & sexuality paper

2morrow-
work 10-4
then chillax wit mada mada

thursday-
do freshman essay
whenever thats done its PAR TAY TIME!!!! woot woot!

I highly doubt ill finish any of my grips but ill

Do you ever feel like just giving up on everything ( Read more... )

with infinate frustration ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bad day ( Read more... )

After being in the library since three o clock this afternoon I am now watching the sun come up. I completely researched my paper, read and took notes on rediculous amounts of stuff and now im about to type up my outline for class today. I have a 1210 so I don't think im going to sleep otheriwse I wont get up. Thank you adderal for keeping me ( Read more... )

A carmelized salad fills the chambers ( Read more... )

I've been slightly glum lately. I have fun, but I feel like sometimes I'm not 100%. it was goodtimes at chinese food and photoshoot and the boss in the car. me heads just been fucked up lately, i know my slacking is cathing up on me and im trying to fix it but im just gonna snap. I shouldn't have fucked up the first symesster, i shouldn't have ( Read more... )

unmotivated in a bubble of glass ( Read more... )

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Waitin for the plane

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