i hope this is getting better

i'm still all sad though... erg.

i burnt my finger. and its making me cry.

everyone call my cell phone tonight and leave me voicemails that will make me HAPPY.

i was wrong, i could have gotten hurt a lot worse then i was before, and i did.

i just wanted to be good enough. that's it.

you know what, fuck it, here we go ( Read more... )

i cant fucking take this

I SERIOUSLY HOPE I FUCKING DIE TONIGHT

I don't wanna get used to you being gone
There's a piece of my soul that's holding on
Something's missing

I don't wanna believe in all the lies
I don't wanna relive it every night
It's something you never get over

today is gonna be horrible.. i already am crying and it's what, 6:15?

I just want things to be okay.
I want to be happy
and I want him to be happy with me.

I'm writing this, I don't care who sees it. This is how I feel and it all needs to be said ( Read more... )

this is all fucking turning to hell..

today was picture day, and i'm not there. oh well.

fuck school, i'm not going.

funny how like i can be so happy, and then all this shit... knowing and watching it all change and not being able to do anything about it, kills. it's not the same. i want it to go back.

i wanna press rewind.

or fast forward.

i wish i were anywhere but here.