serial killers ( Read more... )

some days i think i know what it's all about, and some days i have no idea what i'm doing here, and some days i'm in between and i have to try to do what i always do because i have to make something happen today so that i can get to the end of it ( Read more... )

last night i had the most stimulating and important conversation i've had in a long time. alex told me and lara a story about part of his life that was incredible. it was like watching a movie or reading a book, except that it was my good friend telling me it. and then we just talked about life and stuff and ever since then my brain has been going ( Read more... )

sari called me at 8:45 this morning! holy shit! i have not talked to her in a long long time.

( for a friend )

went to see stranger than fiction today with my cousins. a guy sat down in front of me, and i spent some time trying to figure out if it was this kid ben fisher that i knew in middle school. then i realized that the guy had had his left hand recently amputated.

i'm not exactly sure what i'm doing in college or if i want to keep doing it. i mean the actual college classes thing. not the people or the living situation or anything. i mean i don't know why i'm in classes that don't really matter to me and that i'm just going to get bad grades in or stress myself out over because i don't do the work. i don't ( Read more... )

heh, let's see if i can write an 8 page paper before midnight. ready, GO!

so.... i dunno.
there are people here i really care about a lot, and there are time when i really have a lot of fun, and everything is really new and exciting.

but i really really miss bend and the lack of mood swings, just knowing that every day is going to be fun.

i just woke up from a highly amusing dream that i would like to write down before i forget it ( Read more... )