I've spent too much money in the past two days. I started to hyperventilate yesterday, and the stress from it all made me sick to my stomach.

Lol who knew I was so cheap? This is why I need another job. But I'll wait two months. Just to get *ahem* certain people off my back for at least a little while. 

New Year's came and went. I honestly don't understand why people make it such a big deal. I get the whole wanting to change yourself and look forward to a new year as a new beginning, but at the same time...I don't know. It's a weird holiday. I guess I like the concept of starting over refreshed better thn I like the actual rituals that go along ( Read more... )

I have no New Year's plans. I'm a huge loser. Something needs to be done about this. I know too many people with alcohol to not have any plans. This is ridiculous.

I finally finished my book and it made me depressed. The only positive thing about the book was it's prose on women and the power they have. But other than that  I wanted to throw it ( Read more... )

it's sad how coming upon the end of the year i realize im back exactly where i started. nothing's changed. except me. ive changed. not sure if its for the better.

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maybe the reason people don't want to take their lives so seriously is because they're afraid of what they'd find if they look too closely.

Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped inside myself
Spinning wheels up and down, round and round
Going nowhere just like everybody else
With no touch, no sight, no sound

Sometimes you have to go against yourself and your beliefs to get past where your life has ended up. If I do something outside my comfort zone, something I wouldn't normally do, then maybe I'll be able to lose...my way of thinking.

Work was fun today. I was left alone for three hours *eye twitch*...but break was quite fun. ^_ ( Read more... )

^_^ so I found this book today that isn't supposed to be on the shelves till the day after Christmas. I bought myself a gift =] The smallest things in life can make your day. I'm going to go bury myself in my book now.

Ok homemade Christmas cards are an adorable idea ( Read more... )