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[chexmix_is_good]

i don't know if it's been the last couple of days or just everything else... but i'm depressed..

packing is really sad. not sad because you are leaving, but sad knowing for the next 4 years and for me, the next 7 years will be spent moving my whole life in color coded tubs every few weeks.

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[mad325]

If it makes you feel any better, my parents wouldn't even splurge for the color coded variety. My tubs are all a dull blue shade.

And it is incredibly depressing to pack. I've been packed for a few days now, and it's just weird.

[truciepop]

Ugh.. I have yet to pack. I think I know why I haven't packed yet.. because once I'm packed, that's it: my new life has already begun. I'm depressed about it. I never thought I would be. I always thought I would be ready to leave.. and I'm not. Instead, I'm yearning for a little more time here.. to at least say a few proper goodbyes. Breah is having a get-together at her house on Sunday for everyone. Guess what.. I won't be there. Where will I be? Starting my new life, alone. I wish I didn't have to leave so early. I wish you and I had at least a full day together this summer, but I suppose that's just how life is. Please keep in touch while you're away.

[chexmix_is_good]

i miss everyone so much and i'm not even gone yet. when i'm in philly for a tournament... i will call you asap.