I GIVE UP

if you asked me how i was? my responce would be um how im i lets see i havent really eaten in 3 days i cant sleep louie might need surgery again power is behind again im losing my baby girl and i dont know what to do im literally crying myself to sleep these days and i dont even have the energy to be me anymore what do i do? im slowly dieing inside

im losing mindy and i dont know what to do

went to work so what else is new but came home and talked to adam about carol adopting mindy she cant do it unless mindy agrees to it cuz she is of legal age so i just have to make mindy realize the concequinces of letting it happen me and frank gonna do it toghter

mindy called carol was gone wanted me to take her out to get some cold med. but when i got there she didnt want it anymore. so we went to l/e to see dave then after that we drove out to see adam so i could get my money and he didnt have it. went back to l/e we picked up dave and peadro we were gonna go out to eat we went to kerbys but jamie wasat ( Read more... )

so sore from work all week i couldnt get to sleep till almost 6 am also didnt get up till 3 pm and ended up falling asleep again after like 8 pmi hope i sleep tonight

went to piza hut with frank, mindy, missy,emily, and chris that was nice i got to see chris 5 times this month thats a record lol ( Read more... )

went out to eat with mindy and frank for mindys 18th birthday that was ok then had to go to work

i made a decesion im gonna do one more overnighter with the members group and if all they can do is dnd dnd dnd im going to the other group in april.
sick as fuck i hope its not from my new medisine (sp)

well went to work again and was able to kkep my mind off whats going on by think about whats going on with amy and adam i feel bad for them and pertly responsible