My mom's cell phone ring is stuck in my head

[chibi_jess]

I'm doing it again, alienating people, not telling them what's really bothering me, or atleast all of what's bothering me. And I need to stop it, it's not helping anything lol.

Heather *shakes fist* how come you and Claire can read me just like a book????



Note: If you are male, this poem is not about you.

I know why alone you cry
my heart has wept there too
to raise your eyes up to the skies
to search for lies
you know are true

the looks upon your face betray
your truth so deep but also near
your soul’s deepest thoughts convey
the things you feel but will not say
the unspoken words which I can hear

alas I do know how you feel
while opening windows you lock the door
your lips silent with the unbroken seal
put on a face you know isn’t real
because I have felt it, too, before

I know you secretly wordlessly weep
when no one else is around
when back into your head, those hidden thoughts creep
lie you awake, at a loss for sleep
screaming inside but making no sound

careful, yet you don't fool me
you may think you’re smart
you may fool those who think they see
but a secret just for you and me
you cannot hide what’s in your heart