Begining of the end. thank god lol.

[chibi_nyago]

So today is the start of my last week here. thank you jesus.
For some reason, i felt like last week was my...well last week here so getting up and coming here today was especially hard.

Im still submitting applications places and sending my resume out but havent heard anything yet. I sent my resume/app to captel today, hopefully ill just work there.

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[riddermark]

Hey, I didn't get the baby memo either. It drives me up the wall when people get on my case for not being obsessed with babies. I dont want to hold them, play with them, coo at them. No. Just... no. The closest thing I have to a maternal instinct is my dog. But I can ignore him for most of the day, and hes self sufficient. Babies = no.

I'm starting to get the obnoxious wedding shit from my extended family now that Amanda's getting married. (They've picked their colors! and The guest list!!!) And my mom is just getting awful. I'm seriously getting to the point where its like, fuck all this and go to Vegas, cause I just can't care.

Lame families.

Did I tell you about the girl at the party this weekend who was named Emily but it was spelled Emyli? Cause that makes me hate moms. Oh, and TiJay. Yeah. TiJay.

[chibi_nyago]

haha yeah i heard about TiJay. That is is retarded lol.

Yeah they asked if i wanted to hold the baby and i was just like...god no. I dont want to be responsible for that. Id be too afraid id drop it. They are just scary...

I told my mom and my dad seriously that im not going to whatever the next family get together is. It was really annoying and i felt like i was being attacked.
"why arent you engaged?! Wheres kyle?! whens the wedding?!@?!?!?!? HMMM????"

shut the fuck up. youve asked me the same questions for the last 2 years at every family event weve had. I just hate that i have to explain myself on personal issues to extended family, and even close family. Its really not any of their business why im not engaged/married/pregnant yet.

/hermit

[aterese]

ha lots of stuff here... I told you about my dad already saving stuff for my wedding. lol. I think people usually have nothing to talk about or know much what's going on in your life so they ask the same questions over and over again. Like graduating high school like oh you're going to college, how do you like college, when you going to be done with college? Then it moves onto the next step because that's almost as much as people care or remember about you in large families. lol. And yeah on the way home from Waukesha today they put up Christmas decorations around town during work hours. WTF???

[chibi_nyago]

Well i understand that people dont have shit to say generally but like...now the questions are just getting a bit too personal.
I just felt like i was being harassed the whole time i was there. Like a trapped animal.

xmas stuff 2 weeks before halloween? f that. I love christmas but COME ON!?