im still alive

[chibi_nyago]

hey there

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[riddermark]

I 100% get the desire to share thoughts with someone other than Kyle, or in my case, Jim. I have people to talk to, sure, but finding people to actually connect with one step further is something that I'd really like, but that I'm hesitant to even try to find.

Freak among freaks - I'm in that club. But hey, the world needs to reach its critical mass somehow.

[chibi_nyago]

I <3 critical mass.

and yeah, i really dont have any desire to break out this huge search for a perfect best friend or even someone who ~doesnt~ think im a freak/judge.
im a tad complacent but yet unhappy with being so. an eternal inner battle within me i guess that wont be resolved lol.

[everylittlekiss]

I agree that it'd be nice to share thoughts like that with someone other than your SO, but I look at it in the sense that if I didn't have Jim to share that stuff with, I'd have no one. I wish that more people understood me, but having Jim completely and totally understand me makes me feel good. He knows more about me than anyone else, so it makes sense that he is the one in whom I have complete confidence will not judge me.

I hope you're feeling better. This was kind of a sad post :o( Don't be discouraged!

[chibi_nyago]

i am SO thankful that i have kyle, dont get me wrong. its just disheartening that when i have some crazy or exciting news, i cant really pick up the phone and call anyone to tell it to, you know?

yeah i guess it was a sad post...i did feel discouraged when i wrote it.

[hasu_drew]

I'm with them. Even though I'd love to have a group of people I was that close with, I keep in mind that a lot of my friends don't have anyone who falls into that special category and I'm thankful for at least having someone. Hang in there!

[chibi_nyago]

thankies :)

I am lucky that i do have at least one person that understands me 100% :)