Anon stuff

[chibi_plum]

I want to make a post about work stuff, but I'm in meetings for most of the day ~ so this will have to do for now.

I never really expect people to reply to these because they actually take work. XD But, I guess with so many people on my flist - I will give it another try. If you can spare a moment, please leave me a message:

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[anonymous]

I really admire you, but sometimes that really does hurt. Partly because it hurts hearing whenever anything bad has happened in your life, and as someone who considers you a dear friend I can't bear that, because you deserve so much better. The more selfish side is that I'm jealous of the good things - as detestable as that is - and that I know you're a far better person than I, especially in the way you handle yourself and those situations. You allow those things to make you stronger, you learn from them, whilst I sit and wallow and take so long to learn the lesson that the point becomes almost completely moot

[chibi_plum]

I'm not exactly sure who this is, but I'm bawling like a baby. Thank you so much for the kind words. I'm certain that anyone with the thoughtfulness to write what you did is someone that should not be directing such negativity at himself/herself. I feel so useless when it comes to the friends that I cannot physically be there for, so it means a lot to me that anything I have ever said came across to you in such a way that you felt comforted

[anonymous]

Once upon a time, I showed up on your doorstep and foolishly you let me into your house. I have not left you alone since.

:P I'm glad to have somebody like you. Sometimes I think about moving just to see ya!

<3 Obvious poster is obvious.

[chibi_plum]

Not so obvious to me... though, I think I know who this is. XD

[anonymous]

First and foremost:

I love you.

While we may not have spent much time together yet (yet!), the times we've shared have been some of the most special times I can remember. Even if it is just sewing, or ranting, or sleeping, or conning...it's always amazing. You're amazing. You may not see much when you look at yourself, but I see someone wonderful, something special beyond anything I could have imagined. I see a beautiful woman with an incredible amount of love and compassion for everyone around her.

Sometimes I feel like I don't really stand out among all these people who care for you. Sometimes I feel like I should back off and forget that whole girlcrush thing. But you're important to me. And even if it's selfish...I want to be around you more. Your kind words mean more to me than you know.

I miss you.

[chibi_plum]

Stop making me cry. You do stand out - because you truly care, and my heart feels that every time we talk. I'm always telling you how talented and special you are because I mean it. I think you're one of the strongest people I know and sometimes I envy you for having the will to survive any obstacle while keeping that beautiful smile on your face. :)

I miss you too... and it's been wonderful talking to you more often. It helps me feel stronger, somehow... even though I rarely talk about myself. I always appreciate your company. *snuggles*

[anonymous]

I only met you 2 months ago- but I think you are pretty awesome person (and your cosplays are so kickass as well). I hope we get to hang out more in the future =).

hey-do you watch asian dramas? your mood icons are from hana yori dango live action, no!? if you do, we totally need to talk more! lol

[chibi_plum]

I TOTALLY DO!!! In fact, I probably watch more asian dramas than anime. We do need to talk more... I just need to figure out who you are first. XD

[anonymous]

I totally suck for having had this page open for 5 days and not commenting on it yet. Just one of the many ways I think I'm a bad friend - not just with you, with a lot of people. I'm very lazy and selfish, and I know it, but that doesn't ever seem to make me inspired to improve. How lame is that?

[chibi_plum]

HAHA! It's never too late. Thanks for commenting anyhow. I'm sure something or someone will eventually motivate you to be more sensitive towards other people. I spent a large portion of my life only thinking I was there for others... but realized it was all for myself. ^^ Ganbatte. And, thank you again.