the closest to heaven i'll ever be
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1. Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
you belong with me,
You belong with me?
2. A Rocket to the Moon - If Only They Knew
'Cause no one loves you more than I do
They don't see you like I do, baby
They'll try to, but if only they knew
They'll never come close to you
They'll never come close to you
And you've brightened up the world
With your eyes
And you're so damn lovely
when you're on my mind
'Cause you're the only one
3. The Cab - Intoxicated
Your eyes like a shot of whiskey
Warms me up like a summer night
Can you tell that I need you with me?
Let me drink you down tonight
No, I don't just want any pretty face,
Wanna wake up next to yours each day
Baby, won't you be my saving grace tonight, tonight?
With you, we could be the only ones here
'Cause I think you're from another world
And I, I couldn't love another girl
'Cause you, you make me feel like I'm intoxicated, toxicated
4. 504 Plan - Kissing Old Friends
When I know that it's you I want
When I haven't got a thing
You'll be waiting for that moment to come
When I know that it's you I wanna kiss
All the times, we felt together
Are now the times we laugh forever
And talk about the ways I grew to love you
And all the things I held above you
Going back to what?
All the ways I was once
And singing sweet songs in my head
Close your eyes
5. Snow Patrol - Hands Open
Why would I sabotage
The best thing that I have?
Well, it makes it easier to know
Exactly what I want with my...
Hands open and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens
It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy
6. Angels & Airwaves - Sirens
I do this from time to time
Where I can never wake from a bad dream
I do this from time to time
When I can never say the things I mean
I do this from time to time
Where I like to watch you as you sleep
I do this from time to time
Where I like to think of you with me
I can hear you breathe
I'm feeling the shake
And the sound of my heartbeat
Can't let go...
Do you know
I'm feeling the pain
Of my first love?
I won't let it go...
Can't let go
7. The All-American Rejects - Mona Lisa
We say
And we do
All the lies
The truth
And all I need is next to me
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
If it doesn't matter then just turn around
Will you be the queen? And I'll be your clown
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
You can sit beside me when the world comes
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
8. Jay Brannan - Say It's Possible (cover)
And though they say it's possible
To me, I don't see how it's probable
I see the course we're on spinning farther from what I know
I'll hold on
Tell me that you won't let go
Tell me that you won't let go
This could be something beautiful
Combine our love into something wonderful
But times are tough, I know
And the pull of what we can't give up takes hold
9. Phantom Planet - Always on My Mind
Everybody in this place can up and move away
For all I care, this town's already dead and empty
I'm told that I'm a victim of obsession
That's what my friends say
Oh, I'm a fool for having ever let her tempt me
Well, I turn pale when she walks by
I am lost in her eyes
She is always on my mind
She is always on my mind
She glances over but she keeps on walking down that street
All I can do is hope that she is thinking of me
If I could blink, if I could breathe, if I could get my legs to move
Well, this could be the day I get this girl to love me
10. The Academy Is... - The Test
If this is a test
I’m losing my shit
Would it kill you to care
As much as I did?
If this is a test
I’m wasting my breath
You’re a stranger I know well
And not at all
11. Mae - Just Let Go
We've got all night just to make it all right
Would you take a walk with me?
I'll give you all I've got, just spare me your time
And I promise you won't want to leave
Are you, are you falling for me?
This time, we'll find what we both need
There's an old oak tree
We can swing and sway
We'll lock arms and lay
When I look at you
You're so far away
Oh, so far away
Oh, if you could you just let go
There is so much that I could give to you
Just say you want me to
I know these roots could break the ground
And in the meantime our leaves will turn
But rest assured
We'll get through anything
Are you, are you falling for me
Like I'm, oh, I'm falling for you
12. Radiohead - All I Need
You are all I need
You are all I need
I’m in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds
I am a moth
Who just wants to share your light
I’m just an insect
Trying to get out of the night
13. He is We - Blame It on the Rain
You’ve got me caught in all this mess
I guess we can blame it on the rain
My pain is knowing I can’t have you
I can’t have you
Tell me does she, look at you the way I do
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?
I catch my breath
The one you took the moment you entered the room
My heart, it breaks at the thought of her holding you
14. Spitalfield - Won't Back Down
And I can't be sure of myself when I'm taking all the chances
Are you counting imperfections
Are you holding out for someone else to hold on to?
Are you?
Are you?
And no I won't back down, I really can't turn around
There's no stopping now, no stopping now
I won't quit
And I'm not quite sure, I haven't been here before
Please don't let me down
Please just show me how to live without you
15. Dashboard Confessional - For You To Notice
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you
With every single word I said
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
And you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
You'd need me
I'd be there every time
But for now I'll look so longingly, waiting
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me
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