Sweety & I were going through a really bad week. We talked for hours last night & I think we've finally got a plan. (About damn time!)
I'm doing a hell of a lot better now.
How about you? How's school been - those dumbass cheerleader clones still bothering you? I think you need an attack gecko to sick on them whenever they annoy you. It'd be funny (and cute) and the clones would probably freak if they saw anything with scales that wasn't aligator skin purse or something. Pussies. ;) Oh, give your fishie a kiss (through the glass, of course) for me and say hello to Dante. I really need to meet him one of these days...
Maybe this hard part is for the best... even if it sucks right now.
If you move back east then you guys will do one of two things... break it off forever or truely learn that you can not live without one another. Either way... its not fighting 20 days out of the month all year round.
And while that isn't comforting, at least this whole outcome will teach both of you what you are suppose to be to one another... cause right now you guys are acting like my parents. staying together because you care but having a huge strain on your emotions 24/7 and sometimes just doing it for conviencience... you can love one another and still not be good together... just remember that.
Something I forgot to mention - he is pretty much positive that if I moved back, he could never get me out here again b/c I'm so close to my family (and friends!) back there, and leaving once was hard enough. I think he's right. And I really do love it here, but having to leave you guys again ... I'm not sure I could do it, even for him. I'd want him to move back, and there simply isn't anything there for him (at least now... I'm still holding out for a big engineering firm to move into the shannendoah valley & they want him & I get a job there doing pollution control/water/soil testing & we move to a hundred acre farm & live happily ever after... cuz I'm sure that'll happen...). Anyway, I'm babbling, and I really need to do this damn laundry!
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Sweety & I were going through a really bad week. We talked for hours last night & I think we've finally got a plan. (About damn time!)
I'm doing a hell of a lot better now.
How about you? How's school been - those dumbass cheerleader clones still bothering you?
I think you need an attack gecko to sick on them whenever they annoy you. It'd be funny (and cute) and the clones would probably freak if they saw anything with scales that wasn't aligator skin purse or something. Pussies. ;)
Oh, give your fishie a kiss (through the glass, of course) for me and say hello to Dante. I really need to meet him one of these days...
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If you move back east then you guys will do one of two things... break it off forever or truely learn that you can not live without one another. Either way... its not fighting 20 days out of the month all year round.
And while that isn't comforting, at least this whole outcome will teach both of you what you are suppose to be to one another... cause right now you guys are acting like my parents. staying together because you care but having a huge strain on your emotions 24/7 and sometimes just doing it for conviencience... you can love one another and still not be good together... just remember that.
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Anyway, I'm babbling, and I really need to do this damn laundry!
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