Alone in my tea party
"Yesterday I dressed lolita. There was no special reason. And there was not a place I wanted to go."
There's no pictures under the cut, ok? Just a short "story".
I've ordered pink and white socks and they arived yesterday. Also my Gloomy Bear necklace and some buttons.
The socks made me very excited to try some coordinates, and so I did. I put on white skirt, white blouse, pink non-sleeve t-shirt, a petticoat, my new socks, and the mary janes I always wear, even if them doesn't work ^^' I made pigtails, and put on light pink lipstick.
Yesterday I dressed lolita. There was no special reason. And there was not a place I wanted to go.
It have been a long, long time since the last time I dressed with something pink. About 5 or 6 years. Then I realized pink makes me look younger and cuter. Maybe it's just my impression. But, well, it felt so good ;-;
I wanted someone to see how beautiful I was. Then I showed off to some friends with my webcam. That's not the same thing, of course. I wanted him to see me and to tell me "Oh, my love... You're beautiful!"
I made strawberry tea (with lots of sugar on it) and ate some milk cookies my mommy made on monday. It might be a really nice scene. A girl in the middle of a garden, beautifully dressed, drinking tea with no companions but her loneliness.
There was nobody with me yesterday, my cellphone camera sucks and I got no pictures. But I can clearly remember and I intend to do this again. Maybe not looking so sad.
Even if yesterday was such a cold afternoon, I was so fulfilled with my feeling of self-understanding that the weather didn't bothered me at all.
Yesterday I was at home, feeling lonely in gorgeous, like I was a princess in an empty castle. It didn't feel bad, actually.
Some hours later a friend came to my house (I was going to take her measures to make a skirt and a blouse for her). After that we went out to see some fabrics (now I was wearing with burgundy t-shirt, black jeans and purple All Star). The magic was over and the princess became an ordinary girl once more.
There's no pictures under the cut, ok? Just a short "story".
I've ordered pink and white socks and they arived yesterday. Also my Gloomy Bear necklace and some buttons.
The socks made me very excited to try some coordinates, and so I did. I put on white skirt, white blouse, pink non-sleeve t-shirt, a petticoat, my new socks, and the mary janes I always wear, even if them doesn't work ^^' I made pigtails, and put on light pink lipstick.
Yesterday I dressed lolita. There was no special reason. And there was not a place I wanted to go.
It have been a long, long time since the last time I dressed with something pink. About 5 or 6 years. Then I realized pink makes me look younger and cuter. Maybe it's just my impression. But, well, it felt so good ;-;
I wanted someone to see how beautiful I was. Then I showed off to some friends with my webcam. That's not the same thing, of course. I wanted him to see me and to tell me "Oh, my love... You're beautiful!"
I made strawberry tea (with lots of sugar on it) and ate some milk cookies my mommy made on monday. It might be a really nice scene. A girl in the middle of a garden, beautifully dressed, drinking tea with no companions but her loneliness.
There was nobody with me yesterday, my cellphone camera sucks and I got no pictures. But I can clearly remember and I intend to do this again. Maybe not looking so sad.
Even if yesterday was such a cold afternoon, I was so fulfilled with my feeling of self-understanding that the weather didn't bothered me at all.
Yesterday I was at home, feeling lonely in gorgeous, like I was a princess in an empty castle. It didn't feel bad, actually.
Some hours later a friend came to my house (I was going to take her measures to make a skirt and a blouse for her). After that we went out to see some fabrics (now I was wearing with burgundy t-shirt, black jeans and purple All Star). The magic was over and the princess became an ordinary girl once more.