So tired..

[chic_urbanity]

Every night (or, shall I say, every morning) when I lie in bed my heart squeezes tighter and the pain increases each time until the vessel is no longer sufficient and spills over in a trickle of tears. My mind and heart are locked in an endless struggle between truth and lies. I don't know how to end this. I reach out to God and know He is there

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[aximilij]

I know we haven't had the chance to speak in awhile, so it's probably not very comforting when I say that I have the utmost faith in your strength. I know that whatever it is that's keeping you awake at night, that's making you feel this way, is not strong enough to get the best of you. You'll work past it, overcome it, or just plain beat it senseless. I know that things make knock you back... but they can never knock you down. I have faith that you'll simply rise above that despair, that if nothing else you'll return that spark to your eyes by shear force of will. I know none of what I'm saying is likely to help... but regardless I'd like you to know that I'm here for you, in mind and spirit, if not necessarily in person since we don't seem to be very good at keeping in touch.

Joshua

[kayay]

I don't know what happened, so here's my general advice. Whatever has happened, just take it one day at a time and don't isolate yourself. Time alone can be help with introspection and coping with whatever life's thrown your way, but too much time by yourself isn't a good thing. Chances are you can use a shoulder to lean on and sympathetic ear; they don't have to have the answers, just be there for you.