alls ima sayin.. is ive been changing lately.. and i know that.. but i cant help myself.. but like i was sayin to silver las nite.. i do stuff on mah own.. i learn mah own lessons. so even if i fuck stuff up.. ill learn.. the hard way.. like i always do ( Read more... )

i got this from mia:P so ima do it cause im bored like fuck.. but it wont be as 'sexual' as hers:P ( Read more... )

if i told you about it, then you know im going thru a big choice in my life rite now.. i choose one, the other person and me get hurt emotionally. i choose the other, the other person and me get hurt emotionally, and either of them hurt physically. if i choose neither, they could both get hurt physically and me emotionally, if i choose both, well ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure ( Read more... )

now im having second thoughts.. sorta. since ive started going out with adam, its like everyones getting mad at me. trent because he got into a fite with adam, and i was on his [trents] side, and now im going out with adam. aarons mad now, cause i act differently when im with a guy that i like or that likes me.. but las nite in was jus jokin around ( Read more... )

ima be sooo busy todae. im hittin tha mall at 12 or around there so i can go christmas shopping. then we spending 4-6 hours there.. i gotta be home by 6 cause ima goin skating to see mah babie boi <3Adam<3 aww lol. ima sleep like an ass tonite:P and for the people that dont get gifts.. please dont be mad cause i aint rich:( ima still gettin ( Read more... )

main thing that happened todae was this. at first, tori ran over to aaron and told him i like adam. then they called over adam and told him. turns out hes liked me for a while.. i think since that play thing.. but i dunno.. ANYWAYS then aaron comes to me and goes 'adam wants to talk to you' and im thinking 'dude.. is he gonna ask me out?' but then ( Read more... )

i g2 make this fast cause im supposed to be sleepin already.. but yesterdae its mah mom with akon.. todae its mah bro with TUPAC! TUPAC YO! thats scarie.. not that i have a problem with akon or tupac.. but i dunno, mah fam is goin strange. did i mention mah dad watches bet? now this is one fucked up joke im not in on.. why ( Read more... )

well this weekend was boring as hell ( Read more... )

fuck.. this whole entry jus got deleted.. so ima skip half of it cause ima too lazy to type it again ( Read more... )