I went to Lucky Devil's last night where I danced with this guy dressed like alex from clockwork who was atleast a foot shorter than me.  I never did like shorter guys but he was a good sport, then some guy dressed like fez was a really good dancer but boy was he fucking trashed! I turned around and he was lying on the floor! With a beer perfectly ( Read more... )

There is nothing more that I hate than dissapointment. You let me down yet again.
I guess maybe the heart does put up with some outrageous shit. 
However, if the heart doesnt get what it needs, it starts to wonder.

Im also going to miss out on Eraserhead at Felini cafe because of drug cards. Stupid school, and I gave up a whole weekend for that! I ( Read more... )

What a glorious day!!!!

1. I had a lady chose me instead of my partner to draw blood today from her son and I got a hug on the way out from him.
2. Visited my grandma and my uncle and she forced me to eat another meal after I ate a full meal an hour before.
3. Gave an old homeless  man and his dog my cinnamon roll and $2
4. Donated blood at the last ( Read more... )

I can understand a lack of support from family and brothers and male friends of me going through fire tech but from Jonathan? What kinda shit is that?!!! At least I wasnt the one that got fired 3 days before academy graduation.

Well most of you that know me personally know that I refuse to give up and know I have that drive, that determination and ( Read more... )

In honor of Baldemar Huerta a.k.a Freddy Fender


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Dont you hate when you think you have learned a lesson but really you didnt, and you have to learn it over and over again.

My mom raised 5 of us by herself and taught  me never to depend on anyone but yourself. No man is gonna stick around and take care of you, because well, most of them pussy out and run off. I have one of those men, who sticks ( Read more... )

I had clinicals at the immunization clinic today and the girls there were listening to some sort of hip-pop nonsense. I admit, I did get into it.

I also learned I can work for Ft. Bliss as a paramedic while they pay for my fire tech training and I get 90G's a year, thats fucking rad!!! Shit I'll be banking more than Jonathan! Ladies is pimps too, go ( Read more... )

A few months ago I was at circuit city when I got suckered into signing up for some donation thing that supports the children of active army people when they get deployed. The guy got mad at me because I didnt donate money but i signed one of the raffel tickets ( Read more... )

My boyfriend sucks. I need a new one.

You know, you can try as hard as you can to be there for someone but sometimes it doesnt work. All I wanted to do is cuddle up next to him and give him kisses and tell him how awesome he is after a frustrating day for him. Then when its time to leave I'm heart broken,  because whats been going on lately and you ( Read more... )

That phrase couldnt be more true if you beat it with a stick!

Had my 1st clinicals today which was an immunization clinic down town. It took me 30 minutes to find the place and my car died right on Campbell across the street from the police station. Cockbags, didnt even help me, thats why I like firemen better. Anyway, most of my patients were pedis ( Read more... )